I went to check tp mail and I read harvey's email.. Gosh. All the assignments are just.......... I'm not confident about it. At all. I've lived my whole of year 1 feeling insecure about every single thing and it's sad to say I might live year 2 or even year 3 the same way. Seriouslyyyyyyyyy.

It's saturday already. Finally I have the afternoon to rest and rot. Not going for the job interview thingy alr cause sy found out that the job is.. bad. Idk how to explain but yeah. Well at least I won't have to wake up and bathe and head out straightaway, which I've been repeating for the whole of this holidays.

I HAVE SEIZED THE HOLIDAYS! (Y)

Good thing for the song ' Seize the day ' because I've been taking it literally for these 3 weeks which is good i think... I know i should have stayed home to rest but once school starts everything will be monotonous and dreadful. The good thing is everything will be back in their place... Such that I can (hopefully) brush everything off.. such that i don't have to think about anything anymore. Everything happens for a reason and I believe this is why..

hokay i know no one understands.. ok maybe sf. sigh

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update again tmrw!